Saturday, June 28, 2014

A Little Inspiration for the Overwhelmed: My Letter to President Barack Obama


Saturday, June 28, 2014


President Barack Obama
1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW
Washington, DC 20006


Dear Mr. President,

I was inspired to write to you after listening to you speak in Minneapolis.  I was not able to attend any of the functions during your visit to Minnesota but your words on Friday, June 27th prompted me to write to you.  I write to ask for your help.  I suppose you could call me a man who grew up middle class (albeit in a highly dysfunctional family) in Texas.  I left the state after completing my undergraduate degree at Texas A&M University.  I left partly due to the very conservative politics that predominate in that state.

First let me speak to your efforts to make our healthcare system more equitable and accessible.  Thank you for your efforts.  I would perhaps be out on the streets now if I didn’t have Medical Assistance insurance by virtue of my residency here in the state of Minnesota.  I briefly became very sick last summer; near the end of June, 2013 I was unexpectedly diagnosed with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.  This came as an immense surprise to me due to the fact that I had done therapy earlier in my life to address issues of trauma from my very early childhood.  I am much healthier now and am finally working again.

I also wanted to write to you in regards to the economy.  Thank you for your efforts to restore the health of the American economy.  I only wish the recovery was providing more benefits to me directly.  I have an extensive education and professional history; I completed my second graduate degree in international environmental policy at the Monterey Institute of International Studies in 2011.  I briefly lived in the DC area in 2012 in the hope of launching a career within the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration.  That unfortunately did not happen.  I have since decided to refocus my career search.  I have attached my resume in the event you would like to look over my background.

I do wish that the Republican party would offer some viable and realistic proposals for strengthening the American economy.  Instead the GOP seems to have become the party of the wealthy, for the wealthy and by the wealthy.  I have nothing against wealthy people but I do find the distortion of the public policy process by the influence of special interests (often made possible by the influence of money) to be ridiculous and highly contrary to the spirit of a supposed democracy.  I think the issue of gun violence is a good example of how special interests are undermining the stability of our nation.  And this brings me to my primary reason for writing.

I have alluded to my ongoing recovery from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  I experienced a significant amount of trauma in my early life history.  Mental illness and domestic violence were prominent issues.  My first stepmother attempted to murder my father.  One of the murder attempts was made by a teenager with a gun.  Due to her own inappropriate conduct and corruption in the local police department of the suburb I grew up in my former stepmother was never prosecuted for her criminal activity.  To my knowledge the hospital where my father was admitted after being shot (Parkland Hospital) did not do any thorough assessment of my father’s mental health prior to his discharge.  I am of the opinion that someone attempting to murder you can potentially quite easily cause someone to develop PTSD.  I suspect the hospital was not more proactive or thorough in its care because it was 1982 and this occurred in Texas.  Texas has never been especially known for its highly progressive social policies.  To my knowledge the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services also failed to fulfill its duty to ensure my protection and safety.  I was returned to my father’s custody.  I have never found my father’s way of dealing with hardship and trauma to be very healthy.  I am thus still working out the harm of my un-chosen early life history in my own time.

I write to ask that you please advocate on behalf of the children of this nation to improve policies that directly affect their basic safety, nurture, family stability and future prospects.  If a number of institutions had performed better back in 1982 I might be in a much better place now some thirty-two years later.  I try not to be bitter, cynical or angry.  But healing can be a very challenging journey.  And I am doing my healing with essentially no support from my paternal family of origin.  As I noted previously I am very fortunate to have my health insurance.  I find those who would deprive other Americans of the basic protection of healthcare to be highly irresponsible and even amoral.  I believe health care is a basic human right.

I would appreciate anything you could do to help me directly as well.  I am currently trying to understand why the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services failed to intercede on my behalf after my father was nearly murdered.  I may never have certain questions answered.  I will have to go on with my life nonetheless.   As the President of the United States you have a special and powerful role to play in ensuring American children will have good futures.  Please do not forget stories like my own.  Let stories such as my own inform and inspire your commitment to serving the needs of all Americans.

I write a blog in which I document my own recovery from trauma.  You are welcome to read from it and share with others.  The web address is below.


Sincerely and in good faith,

CW


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