Wednesday, February 5, 2014
I first began to
study the field of astrology thirteen years ago. It was near the time of
September 11, 2001. I suppose it was easy to cultivate occult interests
as many people sought out their own ways to explain the events of that day. I
was living in California at the time. My associations of California are
such that if you live in the state for a long period and never do yoga, consult
an astrologer, drink a glass of wine in Sonoma, see the fogbanks of the San
Francisco Bay Area or attend a personal growth workshop you haven't truly
sampled all there is to experience in California. Indeed, you could live
an entire (long) lifetime and never experience all that California has to
offer. It's too bad that the state is currently experiencing a drought so
extraordinary that it apparently has not been so dry since the time Columbus
came to the Americas. Yes, you read that right. Columbus!
It was easy to find
astrologers and people fascinated with the subject of astrology while I lived
in California. When I first began my self-study I suppose you could say I
was as skeptical as the average person in regards to its validity as a
'science'. As the years passed and I followed it in my own way I lost
that skepticism. I believe, however, that skepticism is healthy when
first plunging into something so new and unfamiliar. The unexamined
embrace of the unknown, while likely to make for an 'interesting' time, can
easily lead to unintended consequences we only later realize we never wanted to
experience!
As I began to develop
a breadth of knowledge regarding the basic principles of astrology I
familiarized myself with my own natal chart. It was many years ago when I
first took note of the Plutonian transit I am in now. At the time I
marveled at the intensity implied in the potential inherent to when Pluto
squares your natal Moon. Now in the last year I have been living through
it. And it will go on for another two years or so.
Robert Hand is a well
respected astrologer. I have consulted his wisdom on numerous occasions. In
one of his seminal books he describes my current Pluto-Moon transit in the
following way (I have highlighted those remarks that precisely describe what
has been happening):
This influence produces very intense experiences in your emotional and
personal life, and it will test your innermost psychological workings. You may be forced to dig
down deeper inside yourself than you have ever done before to get the answers
you need at this time.
(Yes!)
On the psychological level, this influence dredges up past behavior
patterns that may be quite inadequate for the present. Or it may bring up
memories from the past that somehow affect the present. Driven by compulsions and irrational drives, you
may do things that you would not do if you were entirely clear about yourself. Deep psychological
changes are taking place that should not be ignored or swept under the rug. Instead, you should understand them.
In your personal life, this influence can
bring an emotional power struggle with someone. Such a struggle can be
quite destructive, because the tactics are very subversive, perhaps including
manipulation of guilt, jealousy or sense of duty. You will not attempt to wield
power directly and nakedly, which your opponent could fight easily. It takes extremely clear perception to see
exactly what is happening.
This influence also
may signify a relationship in which you feel fascinated by the other person,
even though you feel that the relationship is bad for you. You seem unable to
get away. Actually you are experiencing a repressed aspect of yourself through
the other person.
In your domestic life there may be significant changes, which are
external reflections of your inner change. Your most intimate life is the most
perfect manifestation of your inner psyche and is therefore most affected. You
may find that considerable tension builds up between you and those closest to
you, and there may be some very emotional confrontations. You may also change
your residence or make significant changes in your present one, and these will
reflect changes within you.
Have you happened to
notice how I highlighted so much of the content? Yes, indeed, the
description of this transit very accurately describes my life at this time. And
because Pluto moves so slowly Plutonian transits bespeak long term processes
that leave a person profoundly changed when they emerge on the other side. I
am going through such a change now.
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