Friday, March 6, 2015
This was a very good week for me. I now feel a spaciousness within me I have not felt in a very, very long time. I can breathe more easily. I feel calmer, more centered and more hopeful. My intellect and emotions feel more integrated.
I suppose being healthy, relaxed and 'drama-free' isn't very likely to inspire a growing viewership here on my blog. My viewership continues to stagnate. I suppose I am at a crossroads now. I intend to keep writing but the content of what I will ultimately share here in my blog seems destined to change in the near future.
I still feel sad. I am continuing to ponder a healthy way of coming to terms with my sadness. I have felt sad throughout much of my life. I have been aware of this reality for a very long time. But I haven't really acknowledged it openly with a lot of other people. I kept much of my suffering to myself.
I have been visualizing using the image of a heart and creating something of an altar to honor my sadness. I need my sadness to have a place to quietly reside in my own heart. But I also want to expunge what I feel is an excess sadness that sometimes still feels positively smothering to my peace of mind as well as my capacity to deeply breathe.
I am open to getting my needs met in new ways.
This was a very good week for me. I now feel a spaciousness within me I have not felt in a very, very long time. I can breathe more easily. I feel calmer, more centered and more hopeful. My intellect and emotions feel more integrated.
I suppose being healthy, relaxed and 'drama-free' isn't very likely to inspire a growing viewership here on my blog. My viewership continues to stagnate. I suppose I am at a crossroads now. I intend to keep writing but the content of what I will ultimately share here in my blog seems destined to change in the near future.
I still feel sad. I am continuing to ponder a healthy way of coming to terms with my sadness. I have felt sad throughout much of my life. I have been aware of this reality for a very long time. But I haven't really acknowledged it openly with a lot of other people. I kept much of my suffering to myself.
I have been visualizing using the image of a heart and creating something of an altar to honor my sadness. I need my sadness to have a place to quietly reside in my own heart. But I also want to expunge what I feel is an excess sadness that sometimes still feels positively smothering to my peace of mind as well as my capacity to deeply breathe.
I am open to getting my needs met in new ways.
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